MY BABY MY WORLD!
Thursday, July 26, 2007
i am here again, could not sleep, feeling not well, no idea what happen to me! to me, this week is kind of bad! is such a long story, i was so panic with my laptop, kena virus, it is a small matter but i was very very panic and i was so upset! i was seriously so sad! *dun ask me why*!
workplace! haihz..as usual, should consider i did something wrong or i did not? i dun noe! but everyone is trying to improve of cause team work is important! dun noe wat to comment dy la!!! alamak!!! anyway thanks to the colleague, she is just so nice and helpful! trying to let me be less stress and help me out!!!
sometime i prefer being at office, i dun like being at home cause i feel lonely! i dun like tis feel! suddenly aje! haha!!! like ntg to do at home! i wan to be as busy as bee!!! i like tat feel!!!! but sometime, i feel so lonely when i at home during the nite! can anyone tell me why?
Thanks to *sis* today, nice talking with you and thanks that cheers me up!!! whaha!!! anyway hope everything will go well!!!
got to go !!! take care ppl!!!
-wey-
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Tuesday was an emo day for me! at the same place but at different place that i m sitting, i was burst into tears! the tears rolling out were full of angriness, sadness, madness. I just could not stand it! I was mad over it, why am i always the only one? Why just me? what can i say? I have nothing to say but just accept it! It was kinda hard for me to stop my tears, it take some time! I was feeling better when i got message from my colleague, they were just so sweet to me! One of them, i did not reply them through message so she sms me! us I feel so glad to know someone like you! she is just so nice and sweet to me! Keep on trying to cheer me up! thanks for making me Popiah!! :D Overall i m feeling much more better!
oh ya, i cut my hair!!! Short hair which i s very short!! why did i cut my hair? hmm.. of coz not putus cinta la..only putus cinta cut to short hair? NO RITE?? haha...hmm..why will i cut, well is just a long long long story!! forget bout it!!!
hmm..got to go..take care!!!
-wey-
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Life,
Full of happiness,
Full of sadness,
Full of memories,
Full of everything.
To have a wonderful life,
It should be full of everything,
Which is something that you wish,
Which is something that do not wish.
Each of the day,
It could be something cheering,
It could be something upset,
It could also be mixture.
I think life is always like tis, the one u wish for will always away from you and the one that you does not wish will always be there for you! Getting scolded, nagging, praising is always happening in life! It is important to how we handle it, take it and challenge it and be confident to yourself! Life is always like this! Let Work hard together gather! You will never walk alone! Believe us cause we care for you! We appreciate it! We do! Hope you can go over it!
-feel like writing it cause something happen today and workplace! Take care ppl-
Back to myself, class tomolo, have 2 assignments to hand in and have to present to the lecturer too..aiks! :( which is not fun at all!!! wahahaha! This few days, i keep on thinking back of you, but you were just so far away from me, the more i wan to go for you and yet the more you go away from me! I miss you dearly, i stared at you today but no respond! i try to accept but i just could not! I wan to share my feeling with you! But u do not want to listen to me! I miss you dearly! Take care always there! Love you always!
I m tired now! Bedtime! hehe! Take care ppl!
Have a wonderful day and pray hard for me!
-wey-
Sunday, July 08, 2007
yea...in the end, hand in one of the assignment which is with prop!!! we did it pretty well and we did pass it to each other in few days time to make sure everyone did it and can hand in on the due date! We had a cute and handsome Bunyip with us! ahaha..he is just so handsome and cute. WE MADE and WE CREATE HIM! We are just so proud of ourselves! :D
me and my group members with MR BUNYIP
MR BUNYIPHe is just so cute!!! :D
Rushing for others assignment yet due date is getting nearer...gosh gosh!! :( after assignment den exam, den holiday...yea yea..!!! :D
take care ppl and hv a nice day!!!
-wey-
take care ppl and hv a nice day!!!
-wey-
Friday, July 06, 2007
at last..i finish my assignment which has to hand in tomolo..after the rush rush rush work..rush until did not go for Sarah's Birthday celebration yesterday. I m so sorry Sarah! SORRY SORRY SORRY! :(
Yea..yesterday one of the colleague bring the Durian me and another colleague, walk to the guard house and start open all the durians..haha..2 of us, is my first time and also her. End up, YEAH...we make it...we use one small knife, a piece of cloth as well as our hands! haha...we are just so happy that we make it! :D Thanks Casey! :D
Today, work was fine and nice! One of my dad customers pay a visit to us. hehe..i was so happy, when i was working, i always hope to meet up with all the customers cause all we use to do is just talk through the phone and seldom meet up..is nice to meet up with them! :D I got a letter from world vision today and i get the info of the child that i sponsor to them! She is a Thailand girl and she is 9 years old this year. :D hehe
Hmm..as usual, lots of things happen at work. But this is life and we had to go through it, we cant stop there. All we can do is try our very best and work hard towards it! GO GO GO! I getting more knowledge while i was working, i learn a lots, i enjoy working now! haha..it was so nice, i could contact with others people from other places.................it is just so nice!
got to go and start another assignment! Take care people!!! :) Hugss...
-wey-
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
i had a hyper morning but i had a down evening! i suddenly got so down, i feel tat i m useless or the way of communication got problems? almost one month i was teaching the new staff on work but still blur..i dun noe, m i the one got problem? giving her too much stress? my hope is too high? or wat? not only i complain her as well as others, i not so sure bout other, how they think but i feel i m useless almost one month k? blaming on others and giving so many reasons is the way of her! i m seriously mad on the first few days or weeks but now i feel so upset and down! no more anger! only disappointments on me! wat can i say? since she cant get and so i have to look on my own! think back why will this happen! my problem or?
when i was so down, *sis* message me, i was so happy that i got her message, i just got her message! so i do reply and told her tat i m down and thanks tat she message me! Thanks sis for what u had send to me and what u had told me! I feel so touch! thanks :D
the feeling that i have now will be the same with anther one in the office! haha... well, i can go over it! somehow patient will lost! saying the same things by different ppl and different time sometimes will just make ppl annoyed! pray hard it will be another fine day!
take care ppl!!!
-wey-