MY BABY MY WORLD!
Monday, April 30, 2007
Suppose to me sticking myself to the book now but cant concentrate myself on the book! I feel so sleepy and there were lots of notes which need to be memorize and lock in my brain and open it during my exam! Hoping that what i had memorize will be in it and unlock it when the time it is!
Hm..work was fine and enjoyable and i got to learn more things and help one of them. Yesterday stock check was fun and i was with another group of people, haha..cause one of the record girl was not in yesterday. Being with the group were fine and were in the Frozen Room with another gang which consider fun! Everyone looks like clown or had already put up make up! wahahaha!
Due to the 2 days of holiday, we were busy with all the work and hope we will be done in time. Rushing here and there! Everyone look so busy with their work and concentrate on it! wahahaha! But i still got a stack of printed out paper things to be done, but i had not done yet and i had not completely done yet! :D
Wee..dun noe wat to type but dun feel like turning myself back to my revision! wahaha..!!!but i noe i have too la!!! got to go! take care ppl!!!
-wey-
Saturday, April 28, 2007
back from class..ECE 1004 for my semester had already come to the end and today there were a group were presenting The Low Standard of English in Malaysia. haha...lecturer say it is good ending!!! haha...hehe...celebrate the lecturer birthday thought her birthday will be on next week! ahahaha...anyway Happy Birthday to Ms Rosaline! Wishing you all the best and good in health!
went to Summit for our lunch and we were late for class..haha!!! :D class was fine but i was so tired and sleepy..yawn.. did not sleep well last night and slept late! yawn! yawn! yawn! but at last the class finish and i did not slept k!!! hehe!!!
Yeah..tomolo stock check! wow..!!! but i m not with the group of ppl that i wish too!!! :( but nvm la..as long as i did my job and did it well den nvm lu!!! keke!!! thought can change group wan but......cannot in the end! so sad!!! :( ish!!! actually cant wait for tomolo stock check!!! wahahaha!!!cooperative! :D
Tomolo night dinner! ahaha...is for me and jie!!! yipe yipe den sure go yam cha!!! wow!!! tomolo no time for revision dy..tonight hv to burn mid night oil!!! :D I WAN TO CUT MY HAIR! my mom was complaining that my hair is dropping lots and her car is full of my hair!! TOO MUCH la!!!:D
got to go la!!! take care ppl!!! hugs...take care my dear *sis*, cant wait to talk or chat with u!!! miss ya lotss!!!
-wey-
Friday, April 27, 2007
i am scared and worry what will happen next step. I am tired of it! My heart is pain while listen and looking what is actually happen right now! I need a shoulder to lie on and not asking me what is actually happen! where it is? can i give up? I M SAD bout it!
i dun noe wat to say, haihz..i hate it! hmm...take care everyone there!
-wey-
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
another blog for today, i have no idea why! haihz..can anyone help me out of this? I know no one could help me! i cant even help bout it, i can feel that is getting more and more problems are happening and is all hurting each other! the relationship like getting more worst! hoping that as time pass by things will be getting better.
Hm..i can feel that my mom is not happy today neither my dad! *they did not argue for sure*I have no idea bout it and i dun feel like knowing it but i dun wan to c this kind of things happen! What the SHIT is this! As i growing up the things is getting worst, i dun wan to grow up, i wan to be kids and not growing up! i feel like crying out loud but this time my tears did not want to roll down! WHY? i dun like this kind of feeling!
I always think back that IF my nanny is still here i think things will go better! IF she beside us how nice it is! IF she is here she will guide us! IF IF IF! so many IFs.....!!! Argh...i want to shout out loud! I dun noe what is happening to me! MAMA! I wan to talk to u! IF i can, IF again! haihz...my mood is getting down and down and down......................................................................i am down and down! i could not concentrate on my study! haihz...i am not sleepy...!!! i feel like running away from the world!!!
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Never feel down for too long when u had done something wrong, the most important is you had learn from it and the way to solve the it. The problems that you had done and you can solve it is the most important! Never do it again! This is what my aunt told me, if you had successfully solve the problem will be the best part, you did and you had responsible in it! You are great! Learn the lesson, everyone had did something which is wrong in their life, is just whether serious or not and whether we manage to solve it! Life is not easy, life never easy, cause this is what we had call life. Face it and not to avoid it!
This Sunday we will be having stock check and after they had meeting yesterday morning, i was suppose to check the stock at the ware house instead the cold room BUT *never be happy to early* i am now going to check the stock at the cold room. COLD ROOM again! I will enjoy it and do my best! :D
Pray hard that the goods to Singapore will be alright as i change the transport company! Please let it go smoothly! Everything will be alright! :D Pray Pray Pray! If everything go smoothly it will be a good start and it will be fantastic! GO GO GO! Do it properly and i am sure there it more coming in! :D
Hm..tomorrow having the last class of ECE 1006 for Planning and Organizing Early Childhood Program! Exam will be held on next week, i know i know is next week! Yup, work hard, study smart! I can make it! :D I will try my very best!
Been like 2 months i start my work and day had change, which is from free to busy which i prefer busy day! I had give up some of the things, since i had already done so no point being regret, i learn lots of things on this moment and i do not want to give up and say good bye but i know the day of good bye will be here one day! But i do not know is when but i am sure it will be here. I used to complain about my work but think back, i learn a lot which i do not feel like giving up! I want to continue it and go on! Never end with it!
I am just who am i. Take care and all the best to you all there! Study hard! :D
-wey-
Monday, April 23, 2007
our drama presentation!
the *preety doughnut shop*
the *preety doughnut shop*
the Planning and Organizing for Early Childhood Presentation! phew! DONE
our interview with one of the lecturer for one of the assignment!
*divergent, open ended*
my very last assignment for the first semester! yeah..we are done with our lovely corner!!!thanks to pei for borrowing me her formal shirt!muacks...
back from work and i should be studying and not sitting in front the laptop but.....dun feel like start to study yet! no mood! :D sitting in front the laptop will be much more better for me, i know i had sitting it everyday from morning till evening but still...cant live without it! wahaha! :D it is my routine or it should say it is my ritual! keke!
ok...i m doing fine in the office, trying my best to do my best and the best. hm..but today was bit slow cause all the things i had been done for last week was all GONE and i had to redo, aiks! luckily i did back up one set and sent to the girl if not....THE WHOLE MONTH, I HAVE TO REDO THE WHOLE MONTH WORK! Thanks GOD!
i might be leaving soon at one day, cause i will be leaving and to another place! So i m now trying to do my best and make sure everything will be fine and....well..just do my best! just hope u will co operate with me la..if not susah la!!!
at last my aunt is back and back to her work place, she will be busy and busy! haihz...miss her so much, miss talking and joking with her! almost sms and talk to her everyday which is so nice and sweet for her! Somehow she can read my mind! hmm..take care my dear! better remember what you had promise! hugs!!!
see..life will never be busy, one of my colleague she was sad and she is trying to put a fake smile on her face but she was broke down with tears when she is alone and she was suffering cause now she is no longer working alone in the lab! she need to cry out loud but she could not! arghh...hoping she will doing fine and will be fine! Cheer up...life still goes on no matter what! take care!!! hug
hmm...time to back to study? dun feel like but have to! :( anyway at least that i no need to do math and economic.....is much more interesting of what i am doing now! :D
take care and all the best! :D
-wey-
Saturday, April 21, 2007
today was the last presentation as i mention from the last post! For the morning session presentation was so nervous and i think i give wrong points and i was nervous when i was talking. well..just hope i can pass the assignment part! Pray Pray Pray!
for the second assignment, we were busy setting up our dressing corner. But before that, i got a call from office which get the info that the account program got problem and.......i was so ish when i got the news cause first of all i m not in the office, i cant help much and no point asking me so much cause i dun have the camera mind! i need to refer back! haihz.. have to redo everything again! AGAIN! REDO!
sent my aunt to KL Sentral just now, i din cry tis time cause i learn to tahan and dun let it cry easily but the tears were rolling down! at least got improve on it! i feel sad bout it cause i really miss her a lots! cause she is someone which can talk on and we jokes and she is great to me! know me well! i miss u my dear! was smsing with her jsut now but her phone out of credit! DAM! y treat me like tis?
another thing, stop putting all the blame and wrong in me cause is not my fault k? i already told u all bout it! i m human k...human being which got feeling! please! please! please! i beg u all! i try my best to help out but if u all still no reaction bout it den too bad!
take care my dear! wishing u all the best! sms me when u reach there k?
take care everyone out there! hugss.
-wey-
did not blog for the last few days! erm..dun noe y..no reason! i finish my first presentation! was so nervous and tension but finish it at last! sumore wear heels and formal! cant walk properly la...so many of them teasing me on my formal and my skirt..aiks! feel so nice after we finish it..wahahha! yeah..so happy! but 2 more to go which is later on!
just came back from mamak with my aunt which is leaving tomolo..haihz..so sad..no time for her tis time! sorry my dear, apologize bout it! anyway i gonna miss u lots which sayang me lots and be my listener and noe me well! :D love u! :D hope u did enjoy yr holiday! muazk...
later on 1 more presentation to go and 1 more corner to go! but i much more worry bout the presentation which is on 10 in the morning and we are the first group with my formal and heels again and the props! gosh..pray hard for me..i m really scared bout it!!! scared scared scared!!!just hope the presentation will go well and fine!
my dear *sis* sometimes it really make it dun noe wat to do..should i believe it or not? i m trying to help u and i cant help much in the end and went is getting worst, i cant help and i dun think i can help and so very sorry bout it! i really do my best and i try to call u and no responds! SORRY i would say, if there any negative talk bout it, i would just remain silent! hope it will be fine and ok!
take care everyone out there, final is on the next next week! ok..STUDY HARD, STUDY SMART!
-wey-
Monday, April 16, 2007
Monday is here! another week is here, hope it will be a fine week! Presentation, well..scary cause...SCARY..dun noe why! haihz! well...pray hard, hope it will go fine fine fine and fine! All the best to me, i know u will make it finE! :D
hm...today *sis* came and talk to me and told me that she is very sad yesterday and she cried badly yesterday. i am curious of course and thinking what is happening to her there? something bad? so i m blur and hoping things will go fine! she message me and say her customer pass away and she told me the whole story! sorry to hear that my dear *sis*.
from what she say, it makes me to remember my mama! for sure i miss her and she will always be in my heart! Sometime i really wanna to find her and talk to her! i will talk to her through my dream! :D i miss u mama!
Sometimes during my work i m seriously blur and cant think off anything and this things go wrong. Well, i m blur and i dun noe wat! careless i would say! haihz! well...i also dun noe wat to say but i would like to say that SORRY!
for my assignment, i asked my mom tat day wat toys we used to play when we were small, well..i know my nanny can list out everything easily but...haha...my mom was thinking hard for me, it help anyway! thanks! my mom was thinking, wat did mama let u play? hm...haha! i miss dearly!
got to go and i m tired and i need a break! take care ppl! hugss!
*sis*- hope u will be fine there soon! take care! :D
-wey-
Saturday, April 14, 2007
saturday, class day, college day to me! as usual class from 9 to 6 which is so tiring and sleepy and will dose off anytime! haha! class was normal today but i am not normal cause i feeling so sick and cold and feeling like going home but due to the attendance the going home suggestion was out from my mind!
hm...due date for assignment, yes is getting nearer which is on the thursday for Cony's Assignment 2, saturday for Rosaline's Assignment 2 and Doreen's Assignment 2! Presentation for Cony and Rosaline Assignment! Yes..not yet fully prepare yet and the DUE date is reaching soon! Pray Hard for me! Next week will be busy week for me! half day of work and other time will be at college for all the Assignment 2! :(
just now went dinner with pei pei and jet jet which is fun and grab a formal shirt from pei's place for next week presentation! thanks pei :) i m so tired now and my throat is getting tighter and tighter! :(
hm..Hey jie, how are u there? hope u are doing fine and everything can finish before the holiday! hm..Hey *sis*, how are u there? hope u did enjoy yr work there and tell me when u need energy k? faster come look for me when u free la!!! :D
hm..Hey tai ka jie, how was it? hope everything go smoothly there! :D take care ya!
got to go...take care ppl! pray hard for me! :D
-wey-
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
yesterday went work as usual and get message from the coach and will be meeting up with her! well..she owe me something and i owe her too...but end up now she still owe me something which is surprise and had to wait for dun know how long! well...tis.. is what she used to tell me ppt and be patient! haha! yes i will! at first was not having lunch and will get ta pao food, when she is here she grab me out and off we go and had our lunch!
wahaha...lunch was fun and get to know more knowledge and enjoy it a lots! jokes a lots and were very happy cause for some time did not went out for lunch and never be tat fun! haha! seriously was very happy and fun! anyway time flies happy moment will always pass by fast and back to our work load! :(
hm..went dinner with my aunt! yeah..miss her so much and had a great time although a bit tired and dun noe wat! ahaha! talk a lots and lots, dinner was fun but tired and came home and do some revision and off to dream land!
today went to work and my aunt is helping out! haha! i made something for my *sis* and sent to her by the lorry driver which she does not know bout it! haha..hope she will like it! You may always throw to the rubbish bin which is next to u! she is surprise and hope she really like it! :D jie came over and work, haha..as usual, work and work and get scold by the customer, okok! tis is wat life is!
hey pei, cheers up gal, i will always be there and support u and sorry tat cant make it for tomolo lunch cause i m having meeting after class! sorry! better cheer up! hugsssss
hmm...yeah last last last assignment will be on next sat and no more assignment for tat moment but exam is on their way..:( so scared with the presentation! imagine more 60 pairs of eyes staring at u! wow! dun think dun think! omg..i m so tired now! hmm..going for doctor later lu!
take care ppl, assignment, bath, dinner, doctor time!
-wey-
Monday, April 09, 2007
i told myself that i am going to have a nice day, a happy day, a sunny day! yeah..i did it but....till the evening..........it is not! i really scared of it..worry bout it..i dun know what will happened soon! i just hope everything will be ok! i scared that i cant take it anymore! i will be weak one day at the moment!
i feel like i m stupid and being lie.. this is what i feel but i not sure bout it! i dun like tis kind of feeling cause i dun like it! tis is not what i want, cause i wan to have a nice and wonderful life! i am just who am i which is me! but it is not easy cause it is not easy to me!
i feel like i am getting weak sometimes cause seriously i dun noe wat to do! i m really lost! turn left? turn right? straight? u turn? or? i dun noe! i m just lost! and i m LOST! i dun noe wat to do but i will remain listening and listening! cause i cant help much! sorry!
oh ya..my aunt is back! wee..i miss u so much my pp! love u! cant wait to see u later pp! hugss!!!!
-wey-
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Where is the trust between us?
Where is the confidence from you to me?
Where is the support from you to me?
Guilty?
I am having the feeling now,
Do u want i have this kind of feeling which is suffering to me.
I do not know what to do?
I just hope it is not true.
Scared?
I am having this feeling too,
Which is worry that what come out from my mouth is wrong.
Tears?
Never forget my tears to come along with me,
Which is always support me,
Which is always be here with me!
:) another emo post which pop out from my mind suddenly so decided to type it out here! Take care ppl! Have a nice Sunday!
-wey-
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Yesterday i had a bad day i would say, not i want to see that bad but it just to me is a bad day! haihz..thanks jie was there talking to me and calm me down, somehow i just dun noe which move to make cause is just so hard! cant life just be as easy as possible? why things getting more complicated? why cant people stay happy forever?
exam is at the corner, less than 1 month and the first paper will be here and i not yet finish the revision which need lots of reading and memorizing. WORK HARD, i dun wan to fail the subject, i dun wan to retake! :( i m so worry bout it!
at last my play and learning assignment 1 is done. It is presentation and my group did well which my lecturer say not tat bad! phew! was so nervous before it start, can u imagine i sing and dance? OMG? thanks to pei sms me and dear *sis* which sms and support which she is guarantee that me and group done well that she is not watching it! thanks dear sis! :)
knowing someone which you may talk to you and cheer up when u are down is not easy! thanks to my friend which talk to me or grab me from my house when i m down! other than that, thanks jie that bring me to dinner and be there for me! thanks to my dear *sis* which is so nice of her *know her for few months but start knowing each other some days and we are sisters now* :) and also cheer me up and i will cheer her up when she is down! is so hard to find people which can make up the bright and colourful day! thanks PEOPLE, i appreciate it lots! before that thanks to my family members tooooooo :) which is amazing of them!
take care people. time for assignments now!
-wey-
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
i started my day with an angry? disappointed? upset? morning.. since it is a not a good morning so i shall not share it here. Later on my day was getting better, chatting to my friend and talking which can make my day! thanks bout it and for sure u are not reading this! haha :) anyway THANKS! Thanks to jie too :)
drama meeting was cancel and so did not went college early so help out at the office and which is fun cause.... :) when to class which started at 4.30 and ended at 9. thanks to jet and pei which came all the way to pick me from there. :) thanks friend! :) love u lots! hehe
one question pop up in my mind suddenly which is can people that we know from our work can be our friend? when become friend will it because of the business? to get more business? i feel that the people now a days some how is getting scarier which is business motivated to be friend! is sound so sad rite? i dun like it! business friend can be friend, a sincere friend which is FRIEND...not only work and business!
Enough of nonsense..time to back to assignment! wahhaha...bye! it will be a cheerful morning for me by tomolo! i wan it! take care and wishing all the best! :D
-wey-
Monday, April 02, 2007
i did something really silly today cause i m STUPID! ah..cause i did not log in to the latest accounting to continue my day! aiyor...tomolo have to retype everything! how SMART i m! :( work is getting better may be because i m getting more understand and understand bout the work! i m so happy that i did some of the export good too..haha..learn a lots! so today i had a good day!
today get to come across with one business friend which is so nice and friendly! :) but i think now we are more than business friend! a very funny friend which can laugh non stop cause listen to my VOICE? omg..what is this? what so funny? haha..anyway at least can make the day! keep on laugh! hehe! a nice kawan i should say! erm...dun noe how to say!
been doing my revision on Sunday and went for Korean Food as dinner! so nice and yummy! after Korean food we went mamak too..wahahha...so nice! been doing my assignment and also read what ever which came across! Hope can help out! went to work on Saturday too, i know is weekend but i had a pair of short hands and legs! :) so need more time to complete it! haha..MONTH END ok..need to print lots of things out! i am a hardworking girl! wahhaha!!!
Just now tat pei call and told me tat she need to tell me something and i have to be at home but i was working late tonight so...wait!wait! wait! At last i m back and guess what? she and jet came over without letting me know but i am so smart and i get to feel that she is coming over! haha! smart me! :) they were here and we chat for a while and jet went home and pei went back later on! and i m here blogging! hehe! ARE SURE BOUT TOMOLO JET? hmmm...hehe! :P
got to go..bye bye..take care!!!
-wey-