MY BABY MY WORLD!
Friday, March 30, 2007
did not blog for the pass few days, y? cause dun feel like blogging? erm.....went to fairy park on last Sunday after so many years. On Sunday that day, woke up pretty early to cook and also head to the market to grab some stuffs! the trip was fun and nice! everything went smoothly! yea! went back to jie house and watch tv for the whole noon although was pretty tired! :) thanks jie and family! mama hope u enjoy the food there!
work is challenging for me now cause i m learning something new and somehow i enjoy! :) learn a lot and get to know more! haha! especially the export part! Serious a lot of thing i had learn, supplying goods somehow is something challenging to make sure the quality for every batch which is going to send to the customers! other than that, i learn to organize the time and lots............
yesterday went to college for class, the class for yesterday was bout the disabilities child which make the atmosphere down! Lecturer is sharing the real experience and what she had with us yesterday. Everyone turn to be so silent and also down yesterday during the class. But we learned something new and get to know more bout it! wat can we do? can we help them? we would like to help them but can we? do we hv the ability?
on the other hand, i got 2 little cousin which is ADHD, two of them went for specialist and confirm bout it last year. on that time, i dun really understand bout it, all i noe is just hyperactive! After some treatment they were getting better but still hyperactive. My cousin sister she is ADHD but she is a smart girl! She know a lots of things! My cousin brother, he is naughty which every boy will be but somehow i think is over but i understand that tis is not wat he want to hv! he did it unwillingly! take care! wishing 2 of u all the best!
After class. went dinner with the ex college mates! hehe..was so fun and happy! haha! long time no c! wee! the food was not so yummy but we did enjoy ourself with all the craps and jokes! wahahha..c ya soon!
wah...today serious a busy and also challenge day we had! the good which is sent to other place was block! *phew* was settle in the end! another want which support to be out for today was also stuck! *phew* is done at last! wow! so scary rite! the goods was so urgent to them! another thing, today went out and talk to lorry driver and nearly get knocked down by the fork lift! Luckily i did not get hurt! :)
time of assignment! work hard! :) take care ppl out there! Jie korean food! haha...so fun! burp!
-wey-
Saturday, March 24, 2007
today SEGi community day and we were called to buy the ten dollar coupon and so i went to college for lunch with my mates to use the coupon. We went to yum yum there and hv our lunch, as usual WAIT. Gosh, when the food is here and we had it and is the time for class. so did not walk around cause time for class..wahahha!
tomolo morning hv to wake up early, i noe is Sunday but i got something important to do. :) hehe..going to make agar agar for my nanny and also buy her food. But i will be doing this all alone or may be with my sis cause my parents hv to rush to the factory cause some of the ingredients got problem and so i hv to be independent! hope i will get everything that i need for nanny.
Yup, after one year plus, i did not step in to the Fairy Park. For sure it will be another challenge for me. i hv to go over it, i will not let my tears to down. I hope i can make it! I m not there now but my heart is getting heavier! i miss u lots! going to write a letter to her later and burn it to her! just for u mama! i love u lots! U noe that rite?
Pity little cousin, she got so many work to do and so the tuition, haiyo, the kids now a days very charm la. Somehow i really wan to grab her work and do it for her! aiks! she say she wan the tuition but somehow i m thinking, she want or the parents? is it development appropriate? Keep going little girl! u can make it!
wahaha, the assignments are still on the way, so many research and reading to do to complete it! one subject 2 assignment sound little but it needs lots of reading and research to complete it lo! yipe yipe yipe!
got to go, hv to write letter and make things for my nanny! take care ppl! all the best!
-wey-
Friday, March 23, 2007
suddenly miss u, erm..dun noe how are you there? thinking the moment we been together and the promises had make, the encourage that you had said to me will always be in my mind and the moment, will you forget it? hope u will never forget it! take care there!
is busy an excuse? u say u busy and u cant make it or we are just something tat are not important? i not sure but i noe i should be more mature now. Since i m working and i really know the meaning of BUSY now! haha! sorry bout it there den! i will wait till u are not BUSY! since tat day till now! no prob i got time to wait! and others do hv time toooo! wahhaha
was chatting with one of the girl. she is a trainee to us for the accounting program. to me she is a nice and helpful girl. never disturb her when she is working cause she looks fierce! wahahaha! though of to meet up with her at my dad office but too bad she did not get any order from her boss. ah..never mind, we can still meet up some days! hey there, cheer up aite! talk to me when u feel like la..den i make u let people thinks that u are crazy again lo...wahaha! secrect rite? haha..anyway take care!
After the trip, everyone look even worst and this make that the chance of next year company trip is getting much worst. omg, cheer up people! dun la like tis aite! aiyor..dun noe u all la..i try my best to help u all! i already try my best k!
Sorry pei and family cause may b unable to go Cameron with u all. the assignment really need lots of research to be done la...ah...! sorry..thanks for inviting me there! :)
-Never let others to do the things that u are not willing to do, since u are not willing to do y so called others to do?- got it form the radio when i was on my way to work!
take care people! i really miss u all lots! i miss u..u.u..u..u...!!
-wey-
Thursday, March 22, 2007
the fight had start.. haha..not fight actually but i feel it is FIGHT cause i feel so... :) Early morning some more, OMG, wat is this la.. the ppl had change and life is getting different! which sometimes is so upset ppl and making the relationship getting worse, do u think it is worth? if u think is worth den just keep on, u have yr own right but i wan to let u noe it is just so upset-ing ppl!
alone in the office cause everyone went to meeting..wahaha..was so fun being alone in the office! i noe in an office, the team work will be very important but somehow being alone is also fun! erm...this is the point of view of mine!
being these few months, i really learn a lots! not to say learn, i *see* lots in ppl! Lec told us each baby is unique and i feel tat each human is also unique! serious, it is so...i dun noe how to say!
i may quit one day cause i dun wan tis to make things worst and i will just quit! i think it is my prob so no prob there! hehe..dun miss me too much! wahhaa...i will go back one day when i m free! wahahaha!!!
just now got a lots of things wanna to blog out but now cant think!!! ahaha..time for assignment! time for study! exam is coming!
take care ppl!
-wey-
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
arghh..kinda upset and unsatisfied of the assignment that i had done! aiks..not enuf reading and research! have to start work hard later on! :) hope my energy will be back! i feel so sleepy now! wahahaha!
day was not so fine for today, work place is not fine as well. work loads are increasing and the voice is non-stop. get scold?blame?nag? *not sure which* today, i am so tired of it. I know the goods is urgent but i already place order and wat u wan me to do? fly over there and get it back? my temper for today was not so good which i get hot temper easily. the work loads is getting more but what can i do? i m going over it, i need time to finish it. i dun like ppl rushing after me for the work cause once it is wrong, i m the one who get blame. I DUN WAN TIS HAPPEN. gv me some time PLEASE!
i was thinking, should i stay or leave? i dun feel like leaving cause i feel so interesting while working there and it will be another challenge for me. i have to get rid of it but can i? i not sure bout it..wahahha..if i dun leave, i worry that the relationship will getting worst, so which should i choose? hv to think bout it!
wah..i dam tired now! i feel so sleepy, i wan to sleep le..! :( but the assignment not done! walau! help me..dun care..go sleep only..wahahha! a day has gone, wah..10 more days MARCH 2007 is OVER! wat had i did for the whole month? erm...think bout it!
take care ppl. do hv a nice day!
-wey-
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Sunday is here, so fast another week has gone! FAST! somehow something which has just happen for one week before but i feel tat it happens long time ago..AlAmAk! haha...Next week the busy week will start..class will be more frequent cause replacement class! :)
erm..was talking to my sis today. she read my blog and she say y i always emo? y a? because i dun noe how to say, she call me to tell her bout i dun noe how to say how to tell? she told me to be happy and dun b sad. well, last time i used to tell ppl like tis but when u were the person, it is not tat easy. she say i think too much, erm..am i? may b? when she is me den she will noe wat is actually happening. wait till she is back den she will noe la..wahahaha...
oh yea, my dad lorry driver wife was sick and sent to hospital, aiyo, why so many things happen wan le? wishing them all the best and recover soon! take care aite!
erm..wat can i say again? erm..i miss the moment when i was at secondary school. i miss the moment when we were at Mauritius, i miss the moment when i was at SAM, i miss the moment which i organize the company trip, i miss them so much, i miss u, her, him, everyone! EVERYONE! suddenly hope tat i wan to be the one who can always go travel, JOB OF TRAVEL without working, only play, rest and relax!wahaha!!!
pp, how are u there le? sorry for now sms u for so long, i miss u so much, cant wait to see u! take care and hope yrs wound is on the recover way! i miss u!!!!
take care ppl, hv a nice day
-wey-
Friday, March 16, 2007
wat is happening to me again? WAT HAPPEN? i cant concentrate on my assignment and i got lots to go..AH..........help me..i cant breath properly, i need to breath out hard..gosh...no idea i was emo thought things is getting better, may be the old jwu wey is back! :( sorry ppl!
went to PWTC with sis today, was tired but happy. meet up with the tour guide, was fun and happy to meet up..hehe..luckily did not forget me..wahahaha! reflect back lots. another guide call me cause she was on tour and i message her cause i need to ask her something so fast she call back. was happy and fun talking with her..haha..she a..! well..joker and a nice friend! blek..wei..i hv to buy second nice chair lo..still hv to ppt mer? of course i m guai lui la..wahaha...take care la..
back to home and had dinner but i was getting emo, no idea why. was so tired but hv to do assignment so came online. Thanks Pei! thanks for talking wit me!
-it is the 100 post for tis, but it is something that is emo. haha! too bad lo...i will get back to normal soon. in progress la..got to go, wanna to go sleep since cant concentrate! lalalala!
take care ppl. take care a da ka jie! blek.
-wey-
Thursday, March 15, 2007
i am tired of what is happening..cant tis to be solved? do u noe it is very annoyed and making everyone feel so bad? the relationship is getting worst? SHIT SHIT SHIT..i dun noe wat to say, i m so upset bout it, i feel like crying..serious crying out loud. i will quit one day, i will QUIT one DAY..QUIT QUIT QUIT! i may not take it anymore..i cant! i m tired of it! i may GIVE UP one day! it is just so SHIT!
You used to tell me that think of the point of ppl but somehow did u do that? Can u understand my feel and also others feel? Somehow u did not, i dun noe wat to say. In my mind, i remember someone told me, NO ONE IS PERFECT, just do yr best! Yes, i did and others did too but each of us the target is not same so WHO TO BLAME? Blaming make things cant work and it will just getting worst. just the part that u responsible on!
I couldnt stop my tears anymore, i cant, i can feel the tears is rolling. can anyone talk to me? no..i dun feel like talking bout it, i DONT, i just wan to CRY it out! MAMA where are you? I need to talk to u..i need yr advise and support. i m sick of it. MAMA WHERE ARE YOU? WHY YOU WANT TO LEAVE ME? WHY? COME BACK TO ME PLEASE!
i cant breath properly, i cant, I CANT. i couldnt imagine this will happen! i will GIVE UP one day! i wan to sit at the corner and volume up the songs and not listening to others and do what ever i want! I DUN WAN THIS TO HAPPEN! i want to settle it now! i cant think of anything now and i still have to back to my assignment but i dun noe wat to do, i cant think of anything! i m hurt and sad with it! I M NOT HAPPY!
where are u? where are u? where are u? why u are so far from me? why u are so busy? can i know the way to tell? can i shout it out? CAN I? i wan to CRY!
i dun noe wat to do now, i feel so down now! i hope i will have another bright new day tomolo! take care ppl!
-wey-
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
had online conference with my group members for our next coming assignment. It was pretty fun and nice, we manage allocate the job and discuss what ever we need to do. The discussion went well and fine. while we were discussing, there was a question, what do the 6 month old kids will play? ask someone which got experience on it. Suddenly, i went down and sad, is just so suddenly. My nanny, i miss her lots, i wanted to call and ask her but i know it is impossible but.......she got so much experiences and she know me so well. I miss u mama. Serious. Somehow i m thinking, mama i right mama is no longer with us? I just cant really accept it but now is much more better than last time, i know i have to accept it but i need time this is what i can say. Not i don't want to accept but do sometimes it is just so hard, someone that love you lots and you always went there for her and suddenly you no longer can call her and went to look for her.
Missing someone is what i used to have this feeling, i miss-es so many people and i really hope see them. Miss-es you is what the feeling i have, hoping that time can turn back and back to the memories which is so fun and nice. Thinking that i will spent more time with you and enjoy more. Talking to you and somehow u can cheer me up and making the from cloudy to a sunny. Just because u know the way to cheer me! Giving me a smile is wihat you used have whenever i m done, crapping with me and joking around. Flash back to all the memory is just so sweet and nice, hoping time can turn back and have the fun together. Don't you think it will be so fun and nice.
Working is part of my life now and i really enjoy and feeling stress on it. Too many paper work which i do not like and not enjoying doing. But i can't say NO to it so i have to learn and do, knowing more bout people and also the life they have, being with them is just so fun better than with others. Giving different somehow will leads to argument and leads to conflict, not giving the opinion will cause that, no one know what are you thinking and may be the opinion you gave you be useful. Tell it when is necessary, in the right time!
da ka jie, enjoy your trip there la..take care, better dun forget what you had promise! wahaha :) c ya soon..
ppl..take care there and enjoy your day! hope to see ya soon.
-wey-
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
was chatting with laura tis morning...she say that she had tis kind of weird feeling tat she miss-es someone but not sure miss-es who? haha...dun worry laura, i used to have this kind of feeling since dun noe when..haha..i used to miss someone but i dun noe who i miss-es that much. you..him..her..me....dun noe la..but i miss-es someone..lalala..!!! dun noe lo...
life is getting tough now a days, the assignment is getting higher and more and more and getting higher. *yawn* ! today went back to college and had the discussion and we were looking over our time table! U NOE WAT? Few more weeks to go and i finish this semester..OMG..so fast la..!!! Early May exam! wah..so fast finish one semester and here goes half a year...walau! so scary la..!!! :(
i realize tat being a educator is so hard but is fun! i m thinking am i in the right way? i m i think so..it was so fun working with my mates and the course that i m learning is totally different what i m learning in the past 11 years! haha!!! is TOTALLY DIFFERENT..i wan to have my very own kindergarten..*pray hard*...haha
i am thinking, next year will my dad have another company trip or annual lunch? i wan company trip and the cost of coz is much more higher that the company trip..haha..ok..not i decide but my dad decide..here u go DAD! wahaha..hey ppl...better work hard and make the company trip dreams come true!!! whahaha...
i m thinking too much! haha..miss u so much!!!miss u all so much! :) take care aite..love ya!!!!Assignment TIME!!!!
-wey-
Monday, March 12, 2007
i m here again! how are everyone out there? doing fine? hope so! enjoy the day u had! just now pei came over, wahahaha..was so fun, long time she did not step into my house and at last she step in again! as usual, crapping around and helping my dad on his experiment. things went well but i m not well! too tired and sleepy, my eyes is getting smaller! :(
dear you, how are you there? hope u are doing fine and enjoying yourself, i miss u so much la..wahahaha! how bout u? forgotten me? evil u, enjoy yourself and yr day there! enjoy wat u are doing now! i noe u will! wahaha! just miss all the moments! :) take care and hope to c ya soon!
cannot tahan d..my eyes getting smaller and head getting heavier! throat getting dry! OMG! take care ppl! have a nice day!!!
-wey-
Sunday, March 11, 2007
i back from the wedding dinner..it was a house buffet wedding dinner...food was fine and nice BUT is very very HOT..i m so so so sticky until i bath just now! but it was fun, the dinner were full with noise, jokes, crying *kids*, laughter, shouting.................i dun noe much ppl there so i followed my sister or sitting there and observing around! i was tired till the guitar session is present, the music was nice and feel so nice listening to it!
Everyone miss-es my nanny so much and some others dun noe tat nanny was at another place and so they ask where is she! yea..look mama everyone miss-es u and we hope u were there with us and for sure we noe tat you were there! we hope u do enjoy yourself there and having fun just now too! Yeah..take care aite!
Is getting late now, is time for bed, continue my workload tomolo! Let's work for it! work hard and hope everything will be better for tomolo, a new day with a big warm smile on everyone face! Take care ppl!
Somehow people is just being UNFAIR, but we do not actually noe wat is inside it, for us we feel is unfair but may b we were wrong! everyone have their very own way on treat the problem or thing to be done! *just feel unfair for them* :(
take care everyone..have a nice day! congratulation to the new pair! :) wishing u all the best!!!
-wey-
Weekend is here..one week..time passes so fast..another week will going to begin soon!!! ah...yesterday *Saturday* no class for me cause convocation day! As usual wake up early morning and went to work...yeah i m so hardworking..wahahha...*joking* tis is all because my work not done yet so.....in the noon rushing to college for Play and learning discussion...we colour our dougnut..hehe...it was our own recipe...hahaha...
after everything is done, daddy came and pick me up and went back to the office again..continue with the work loads! so many things happen which end up UPSET..not me la but somehow i pity them..but i cant say anything cause everything have their very own opinion!
Right now i at Klang Parade starbuck! wahaha..cause follow my sis to wedding dinner and so we are here now! planning to search notes for my assignment but end up i was here again..ahha!!
i had learn something again yesterday, i get to know more about life again yesterday! i get to know more about human and also the life!! life ain't easy and everyone have their very own opinion and if u did not do it properly..u will involve other ppl! but not much ppl will think for others, they are just selfish and not taking serious on it! ah, life is not easy i would say!
got to go and find the notes, take care ppl there! c ya soon!
-wey-
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
been thru another busy day and was an amazing day. i feel so happy for no reason and it was just fun! I would say that, i hv no idea why too..haha..erm...i would just say i had a busy day since i started work. my day will be just WORK, CLASS, ASSIGNMENT but i learn a lot while i was working there. i observe a lot of things tat study will never get to learn! it is the life tat i have!
today went home late cause work cant be finish, tomolo have to work over time too sumore promise pei they all go for dinner. Sorrrryyy, i will go over there while i on my way back, not i dun wan to follow but no one fetch me back from work cause they wan to work overtime! SORRY! while on the office, i saw a green envelope which is inside the basket which we put our water bottle, i feel curious and i take it up and is For ME, a sweet letter from U *u should know who u are*! i feel so touch right after i get it! haha..thanks ya!!!hugss!!!hope to c ya soon! better take care!!!
how are yr day there? i learn a lot from u! erm..i was waiting for yr reply and sitting there and thinking of the promise and so u did not make it! but i m ok with it since u dun wan den i cant force u rite! See..life will always be like tis, sometime the things tat u want and u never get it easily and u hv to work hard for it! which is so tired trying to chase for something which u wan!
Karma, do u believe in it? yea..i believe cause i feel so it really happen! OMG! wahahaha
anwyay just finish keying in all the overtime list and time to do other things. got to go..c ya! take care out there!!!
hope i will have another amazing day! haha
-wey-
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
was listening to the lips of the angel which is mean so much to me after i had listen to it for some time! different view listening to it, tis is such a nice song and can make me feel tears! overall..i just like tis song..haha...back to today, went to college for replacement class, went to college early to prepare for the presentation but end up did nothing, presentation went well and luckily teacher did not call my name or my partner..thanks GOD! wahahha..after class went for assignment meeting which realize tat a lots of work to be done before due date, due date is just at the corner AGAIN.
Final is coming soon which is on the early MAY, work hard and study smart. aiks..dun noe how the subject will be tested! alamak, next week still hv to get back to college just for one hour for the discussion..aiyo..omg...
tat day someone told me wan to call nanny, i was so shock when *someone* told me bout it. so i reply back and say yeah come lets call her and talk to her, long time din talk to her dy la...miss her voice. Ok..on that moment, i felt so lost and tak tau wat to answer. Tis will always happen to us when someone which play an important role in yr life and had left u! tis is life. cheers!!!!!!!
was waiting waiting again but end up....NTG..alamak..fine la..anyway enjoy yourself there but dun over it ya! take care yr health le..!!! miss ya..take care..!!!!
i wan HOLIDAY! -i wish u were here with me and calling my name which will sound so sweet to me, never say goodbye! :) -
-wey-
^have a nice day^
anyway HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SIS, i call u tat day and sound so fun to talk to u and hope our plan WILL BE SUCCESS
Sunday, March 04, 2007
here comes another day.. last day of chinese new year! today morning wake up early cause my aunt call and the call wake me up! help around and prepared breakfast with parents.. in the noon went to office and work and the connection got problem and tak boleh buat apa apa..GERAM..so did something else..!!! went dinner at subang, restaurant tai tung...wahaha..dinner with relatives which is fun and the food tat serve was yummy! *burp*! after our dinner, we went to subang area there, flash back so many memories with my SAM friend, memories which i miss lots..ah..the place which i left my tears, laughter, disappointment,...................
sometimes i dun noe wat to do when a lots of problem is happening..who should i listen to? on my left side is someone i respect and important to me while on my right side is also someone i respect and important to me! so LEFT or RIGHT? they will be talking the problem is their point of view and tis will become two different version! so WHICH STEP SHOULD I TAKE? they will be arguing over tis problem and i dun noe wat to do? i feel so down and upset about it! i love my left side and also my right side..dun leave me alone..i love both of my side! i m selfish i noe..but....i just LOVE U ALL..
class is fine and hand in the assignment. feel so nice and relax but still have to work hard, exam is coming soon! lots of assignment is coming too..cant wait for the holiday and also cant wait to c u..U la..is U la..but u lie to me wan..!!!ish..liar..!!!blek...dun wan friend u..go away u are so bad...me waiting for so long say come and find me wan...haihz..may b u dun wan to be my friend lo.. :( haihz..so sad..never mind la..enjoy yourself there! all the best!take care of yr health..!!!!
i hope wat i plan will be successful and is fun..anyway i miss u..wahaha..u lo..is u lo..!!!haihz..i m crazy...take care out there...
-wey-
Thursday, March 01, 2007
hello..!!!wahaha...at last hand in one of the assignment but one more to hand in on this coming saturday...GOSH..i m so so worry bout it!!! HELP ME! actually going to sarah's house on wedn..very sorry that i could not make it due to month end and also the assignment which not finish!!! SORRY!!!
work went well but is the start of the month so will be busy like bee again, i am very sleepy rite now..i feel like sleeping cause lack of sleep these few days. but i prefer the life i having now, at least i m full of work and things to do! at least not much to let me think things which is not necessary..wahahha!!! aiyo..tomorrow have to go back to college again for the seminar..CHILDREN RIGHT, so lazy nak pergi la..!!aiks...3.5 hours sumore den next day got class...BUT next week i got a nice week..wahaha..cant wait..!!!
my condolences to Jenny Khor and family, sad to hear that and i can understand your feeling now, but do take care and cheer up ya...have more rest! She is so busy with her work and yet something which is really upset happen..Sorry to hear that! take care...GAMBATEH!
dun noe wat to blog, will post it again when i noe wat to type la..wahhaa..do take care ppl there..have a nice day! hugs..
-if u wan to feel rich, count all the things which is cant buy from money.- *not sure from who*
-wey-