MY BABY MY WORLD!
Friday, October 27, 2006
Two more months to go, less than 100 days and 2006 will come to the end. That means the time to leave each and other is soon! I hate this kind of feeling! Last day of SAM but i don't really feel the felling of leaving each others, may be we still have viva next week and will be meeting each other!!!is already end of October and a lots of things happen tis year, a lots! Sometimes i will be wondering m i dreamig? Too much until i not sure it real or not? I hope i m dreaming and when i wake up will be back to the old times.
On the very first day of class, i regret that i am in SAM, i want to give up and i miss my secondary school. I m going to stop studying and go for anther course! Slowly i get used to it and i start to like it but not the assigment! :P
During this year, pei is one of the friend that are walking with me from secondary to college. She is a nice friend, never regret knowing her and u will regret if u din know her. She is jsut like another daughter of my parents, used to come to my place and stayover and doing crazy things! Haha! A caring friend to me! Thanks gal! Next year we will be seperating and you are going for yr own future and i am going for my own. Wish you all the best and thanks for everything! Hugs, muack! Keep on counting the month, love you lots.
Alison my sifu, everything start from the math subject and we be that closed. She changed to A-level and we meet up when the break is on the same time. She will be there for me always, getting her sms can make me feel better.
Foong wan, a nice friend too. Fetch us to here and there, thanks for everything too. Be happy always. Sarah, a sweet and nice friend, thanks that letting us to overnite at yr place. THANKS. Jesny, not from the same course but she is a nice friend too. A tough girl and a helpful one too. Thanks for everything. Jillian, a caring friend. Cheer me up when i m down. Thanks! Thanks that helping me at my ESL and ECONS presentation and my test. Cass, haha, a girl that talk less! A hardworking girl. Hope you enjoy staying at my place. You are always welcome! * i will miss the barbeque that we had at pei house, 7 people in one room! Haha! Sorry that i keep on making noise and you all unable to sleep early, SORRY! Had a good time! * Hugss...love you all lots..!!!
Kang, my *bf?* *gf?* which wan u prefer? Haha! Thanks that being there for me too. Remember your ring? Haha! Thanks friend, all the best to you, dont forget me! Hugss..!!! Laura, another nice and caring friend to be with. Haha! Help me lots in my studies, thanks gal! Hugs..!!! Be tough and all the best to you next year in Aussie! Take care! Dont forget me! Jet Xin, a nice friend! Always say i m emo! Haha..!!! Anyway thanks for your concern! At last you willing to walk to KFC with us! Thank you! Thanks for writing so many message in my notes, haha! Study hard and all the best to you! Love you, hugss!Wen Ming..hm..a nice friend too..she teaches me math and make sure i understnad..thanks ming..hugss
Moo, thanks moo!Thanks for all the caring! Thanks to Chiew Nee and Seng Ming, running up and down and collect all the photocopy notes or exercise for us! THANKS! Mary, Mel, Li Shan and all H1 classmates! Nice that being with you all! Please do forgive me if i done anything that upset you all! Very very Sorry! Miss the break that we used to have together at Asia cafe! take care and all the best to you all!! take care.!!!I LOVE YOU ALL..!!! Keep in touch! FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!
All the best in your final! Take care! hugss..love you all lots..muacks
-wey-
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
ahhh....suddenly feel so sad..!!!very down..!!!i have no idea why tooooooo?!?!?i can feel the pain of my tongue and also the pain of my heart..!!!the hot tears is trying to flow out but ut failed...!!!i cant cry out but is like flowing out...family members is at home..!!!!!!!
lazy to do the stupid malay reseach..!!!tired of searching..!!!i wan to sleep..!!!!tonnes of works..!!!exam is coming..!!revision..!!!exercise..!!!revision...!!!exercise...!!!!it is just like a circle...!!!doing the same thing..!!!sleep...eat...sleep...eat...!!!
wow..tomolo is 18 of October..!!!so fast..!!!haihz..!!!hope will be a better day..!!!!back to research...take care..!!!study hard
-wey-
Sunday, October 15, 2006
just came back from dinenr, before that was at the 30 hour famine camp. This year theme of the 30 hour famine for english version is YOUR WEEKEND.THEIR LIFE!!! the amount of people that participating was just 400 hundreds something compared to Chinese was like 3000 people..
before the camp start, me..pei and wx went for dim sum..!!!that the last meal for us before our 30 hour camp start..!!!When i join my group and i saw someone familiar and when the name list is here. i saw her name, she is one of my secondary school teacher. when reading the name list, i saw another girl name, she is one of my old classmate!!!haha..!!!
during this camp, i learn a lot of things!!!there are a lot of child that are unfortunate and sometimes i am still blaming this and that, they cannot even blame or complain!!!they just have to accept wat it is..!!!There are lots of activities, we have to walk up and walk down for talks or activities that held. learn a lots of things during the camp...!!
din sleep well cause it was so cold and i keep rubbing my leg..!!!and running nose is attacking me..!!my tongue is still hurt..!!!so tis was such a good time!!!good try!!!
my group members but some missing..!!!!
OUR FOOD
this is what i eat after the 30 hour..!!!
OUR FOOD
this is what i eat after the 30 hour..!!!
really enjoy a lot and will be going for next year famine that will combine CHINESE and ENGLISH together!!!yeah..it is so fun..!!!haha..keep in touch everyone..!!Take care..!!!!hugss..!!!NICE TO MEET YOU ALL..!!!
-wey-
-wey-
Friday, October 13, 2006
back to my secondary school today...*at last*...hehe..went back with pei..!!!was so happy..saw my teachers..!!!i miss them...sobss...i miss the life..!!! :( celebrate two teacher and was like.....haha...they were pai sei..!!!:) well...my teacher fetch me and pei to my daddy office right after she done her things..should say after we get our folio seni..!! :)
reach daddy office and running in and get something for teacher while i run out i bite my tongue..OUCH...OUCH..OUCH..i can feel the skin is coming out and the blood is flowing out...is was so hurt...it was so PAIN..cant even eat properly my lunch but i dun care the pain i just eat...eat lots..!!!duck..chicken..pork..!!!cause today office there praying so..........EAT..!!!:P
my tongue HURT..PAIN..ARGHH..!!!tomolo going to 30 hours famine with pei and wx..!!!hehe..tis is english version. it is my first time going there too..hope i can enjoy myself...!!!haha..!!!be proud of myself..!!! :)
keep on sneeze tis two days..running nose.!!!ah...my nose is so itchy..!!!so sleepy too..haha..!!!final is just at the corner..!!!have to work hard and hard..!!!!
take care..study hard..!!!
-wey-
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
today HOLIDAY for Selangor..!!! :D went to office with my mom...on the way to office, the haze is serious but not as serious as yesterday... reach office and doing nothing. since mom is going to the factory there and i never been there before so i just follow her over. reach there, not enough boots so i sit outside while mom go in. wait for a while den mom bring me a pair of boots..hehe..thankz..is was socold inside and smelly...but i enjoy..!!! :)
went to stationary shop with my aunt and bought stationary *of coz stationary la..!!!:)* den went to Bank. back to office and help her making card that access to the factory. it was so tiring working on that and have to think memo wat to write..!!!hmm..!!!!
should i stop my study and work for my dad?????i m thinking..do i need to help my dad?it i help him on his business den how bout my DREAM?or i should stop my study for a while and go help him and continue it later???HOW???got think properly bout it..!!!
BREAK NEW RECORD..!!!NEW RECORD..!!! :(
take care..a nice holiday for me..i learn lots of things and i cut my hand...hmm!!!study hard..
-wey-
Sunday, October 08, 2006
hi..how are you doing there?hope you are doing fine there!!time is flying..u have been there for 1 and the half year..yet u still hv half more year to go!!!miss here rite?miss everything here..!!!haha...!!!u miss out a lot of the outing..!!!say hello to everyone there..!!!
we have not talk to each other for a long time...until today (08-10-2006) u called back and we talked!!!i enjoy talking with you today...!!!you had been busy with yr study..assignment..project..presentation..holiday.....so seldom talk rite..!!!at least we talk a lot today!!!
you had been thru a hard moment..being a *maid* to him..!!!haha..but nvm you must thank him about it..!!!somehow one day he will knew it..!!!believe me..!!!sometimes you did something good but no one appreaciate it but nvm...!!!at least u have done wat you can..and u did yr best..!!!so no worries..!!!this is wat we called LIFE..!!!
i miss you lots..u remember the trip to all the courses?i miss them a lot too...less contact with them..i think everyone is just busy with their own work or they forget me???i dun noe..!!!i miss *daddy & mummy* lots..!!!my birthday celebration..present from them...HELLO KITTY by Emily...i miss the moments a lot..we cried together..we smile toggether..we laugh together..the trip to Pangkor island with them..dont u miss it???they came and hv farwell for you before you leave here...remember??all the gathering..!!!ah..i just miss it..sweet memories and the name of *old angel*...!!!haha..they just love us a lot..!!!everything that we have done with them..!!!somehow they change and we getting more far and far with them...!!!at least we have memories with them at there...!!!!sweet...sad...bitter..sour memories...!!!
remember??before u went to Australia...u were force to be one of the helper at 8 DA...haha..u were on the night and we meet Pig head there..luckily she is there..and u went to but yr Harry Potter..!!haha...we saw EMILY too..is such a long time we din saw each other..!!!sombong betul..!!!
remember???
remember???haha...i miss the Australia trip tooo...haha..!!!been to so many places...and i just miss the moment...my best Christmas celebration there..!!!haha..the tree were full of presents...is just a memory la..!!!!my first horse riding..and your first horse riding tooo...ass were pain...Lion King and We Will Rock You..!!!all the way to hunter valley end up to Parlimen House and also to the ....cant remember..!!!
thanks for being there for me..!!glad that you are my sis!!!miss you and love you lots..sorry bout wat i hv done that upset you..do take care...!!!all the best in your study..hope to see you during this holiday...!!!
be happy always..cheer up..!!!
-wey-
Sunday..a day that most of the family will hv their own activities together?enjoying sleep in their dreamland?a rest day?first day of the week..!!!so wat i did today!!!wake up around 7 something in the morning and clean my study table!!!my study is just a mess!!!full of paper and text book..!!!after cleaning it..it is much better..hehe..!!!after that, my sister called back and start to talk..!!
today haze is getting more serious..!!!i can smell the smelly smell!!!yuck..!!!close all the curtain and stay inseide the hosue wit my mom and sister for the whole day..!!!i hate that smell..!!!it make my eyes hurt too..!!!haihz..!!!!
write ESL formal letter and plan to hand in tomolo..!!!write the econ essay too but half way dun noe wat to write so wait teacher discuss it and i will do..!!!
went ta pao wit my mom for our dinner..!!!while on the way back my mom ask me whether i m not happy due to XX!!!i din answer her..!!!she ask me for the second time and i pause for a few second!!!i said wat if i say i m not happy with it..!!it cant help..!!!i judt dun noe wat to say...it already happen few years and it still haven't come to the end..may b 10 more 2o more or more years to go..!!!may b i already get used to it during this few years.........................................
my comp siao siao dy..i wan to reformat it..!!!haihz..!!got to go..the haze is getting more serious..!!!take care everyone..drink more water!!!!hugss...study hard
-wey-
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Happy Mooncake Festival to everyone..i know is yesterday..!!!yesterday went dinner at my grandaunt daughter's house..before that my mom told me is at Thai Thong Restaurant..mana tau kena lie by her..!!!a small festival's party with one raost PIG...the roast is so huge and we were busy in the kitchen!!!is so yummy..!!!but too bad yesterday was not feeling well so i just ate bit..!!!dun noe wat happen to my stomach again..!!!come back home and sleep..!!!
wake up at 6.30 in the morning..although no college today!!!but i had something very important to do..!!!I AM MAKING JELLY..!!!jelly for my lovely nanny..hv to done it before 9 in morning..!!!plan to make it yesterday but my mom said make it by today!!!my heart feel so sour and sad while i was making it..!!!is like.....i dun noe how to explaine it anyway..!!!and it is not important also la..!!!:P afternoon went to my dad's office..!!!cant wait to c my dad new office soon..!!!:) helping my aunt with her paper work!
take care..study hard..!!!hugs
i miss YOU
-wey-
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Time flies..is now October, cant believe it and so many thing happen during this few months! Hope 2006 will start wit a smile and also end with a smile. Teacher was absent today so no ESL, H1 was sitting on the stair case and start to sing..talk......talk to Laura and facing almost the same problem. Let's be strong and go over it..!!!got back my malay paper...get B for tat!!!Econs, i failed my econs again..haha..dun noe wat to say!may b the way i do my revision got problem or i will never pass my econ???math..another subject that i failed..i hate number but i did try to do as many exercise to improve so......more exercise?or effort not enough? Final is just one more month to go..last month to work hard and also the last chance..no more common test, assignment and class test.
I m tired..very tired..i wan to give up everything...everything..!!!i m TIRED...yea..dont you think being human is something that will make you very TIRED? yes it is. Tis is wat we called LIFE? i think so! I cant give up, i remember the words YOU told me, support from family members, the support that my friend gave..encourage from sifu...everyone averyone..!!!
study hard there...last month to go..!!!good luck to everyone..!!!be happy always..!!!
-wey-