MY BABY MY WORLD!
Saturday, September 30, 2006
yesterday was my 18 birthday..legal age..haha..!!!but i still dun noe how to drive..!!!:( haha..will go learn driving soon la.!!!soon..!!!SOON..!!!
movie after the last trial paper with cp, sarah and fw..!!!watchthe baby show..!!!:) very funny and emo movie...!!!before the movie start..doing nothing and sw my secondary friends..was so happy and THIS WORLD IS SO SO SMALL..!!!hmm..right after movie...back home and clean up and wait for my friend and pick me up to dinner with them..!!!dinner was fun..!!!but tired..!!!back home and open my present..!!!!like all the presents a lots..thank everyone..thank for those who wishes me thru sms...msn...friendster..........THANKS...
the present :
after....
thanks eveyone!!
Monday, September 25, 2006
Tick tok..tick tok..the time is walking...one minute and another minute..hours by hours..the day came to the end..one week has pass..one month has pass..second months...till eight months!!!i still cant get u out of my mind..u were in my mind...seldom went to your house just to make myself better...during outing i will first think of you but.......i will ask myself you were away...when will u come back from your trip?u dun miss me?u want to leave me alone?i did anything tat make you angry?very sorry very very sorry..i apologize..please do forgive me..!!!please..come back to me please..i miss you lots...i love you lots..!!!please!!!dun leave me alone!!!this all kinds of question and apologize will never never make my dreams come true..!!it will never happen..i m living in my own world..the world that you have went to outstation..that you will be back one day..!!!next fri - mooncake festival..will you come back and join us?can you come back?i really miss you lots!!!you have miss lots of gathering..you miss a lots..!!please come back..come back..!!!come back and join the gathering tat you have miss outs..!!!i will be right here waiting you to come back and join the gathering..you are always welcome!!!a simply hello is more than enough..!!!take care there..!!!!
Trial started today...very first paper..ESL studies *11.30 to 2.40* 3 hours and 10 minutes paper...!!!wake up early in the morning and luckily manage to get on the bus cause the bus come early today..!!!reach college and walk to Laura house...using her MSN and disturbing people..haha..!!!have our lunch before the paper start..!!!
Paper start and start with the reading part and den listening test..omg..i cant heard properly..!!!managed to answer the question and hope it is correct..!!!extended respone and formal writing..ok i dun noe wat i write in the formal letter there..!!!haihz..extended respone is bout
prisoners..tis and tat..!!!HUH..!!!WATEVA..!!!
Tomolo rest day for me..haha..no paper..!!!hehe..!!!was a tiring day..so sleepy now..!!!*yawn* My sister went to horse riding and went to Canberra for the flower festival..!!so fun..i wan to go toooooooo!!!haha..!!!
Heaven 911 Remix by DJ Sammy suit my mood a lots..!!!the character is Daddy *touch wood* but not my daddy..!!is such a nice song..!!!tis let me think back the pass...the pass me and Her..family with Her...outing with Her..China trip with her.............................I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU...i noe tat i will visit You in the heaven somedays..I love you so much...!!!!
wednesday econs paper..haha..OMG..!!:( haihz...essay part..the part that i hate the most..!!!sobs sobs..
got to go..the rain is on their way..!!!take care..study hard..!!!hugs..
-wey-
Thursday, September 21, 2006
hehe..so happy..i got my new digital camera yesterday by my mom..hahaha..thanks mom..!!!hmm..when dinner with cp, sm and wx yesterday..haha..was so happy and couldnt stop lauging..!!!*the couple friends* haha..!!!never mind is inside joke..!!!we were laughing and the whole restaurant was looking at us but never mind we get used to it..!!!hahaha..!!!glad to hv them as my classmates...thanks friends..!!!!
was feeling so sick duirng yesterday class and jx were not feeling well too...suffering together..but after break i feel much better but jx getting more worst..pity and she is absent today...!!!take care..!!!cp is not feeling well too...take care..and my eyes were pain..ouch!!!trial is next week...!!!OMG..is next week..!!!cant believe it..!!!haihz...
got to go...movie time..!!!take care everyone..!!!study hard..!!!oh ya going back to CHS tomolo...gagaaga...so happy...cant wait to c the teacher and also friend..!!!hugss..!!!!
-wey-
Sunday, September 17, 2006
friday went to Sarah's house and will be staying over cause no transport to college next day..we got mock test...fw, sarah, vivien, chinnpei and me have porridge steamboat as our dinner..yummy yummy..is was so nice and also happy...haha...miss the moment a lots...!!!jesny give a shock and so she din went dinner with us...cass sister is coming over and she is not wit us...!!!
back to sarah's house and do the fomula paper for tomolo mock test..her's parents was so friendly...!!!haha...!!!thanks sarah for letting us to stay over...after we washed up...we gila gila and went to bed and 2 something and wake up at 6 something is the morning to wash up and egt ready to sit for the mock test...!!!
right after the test and waited for my parents and went to kl...hehe...was so fun...!!!he is awake..thanks God..!!!having lunch and back to office...doing nothing there..and feeling sleepy...!!!followed my aunty and collect the moon cake...!!!wash up and went to bed aound 10 something...!!!
trial is just at the corner and i haven finish studying..hv to burn mid night oil..!!!haiz...feel sick today..fever..!!!haiz...!!!my handphone crazy today...it cant send out sms and restart it and no line...den after sometimes only recover...omg...wat is happening????
some paper will start at early morning...7 o clock and hv to reach college 20 minutes before it start..how am i going???let c...!!!haha..!!!
take care..study hard..!!!hugss...study hard...!!!THANKS TO SARAH AND ALSO HER FAMILY MEMBERS..!!!
-wey-
Saturday, September 09, 2006
yeah...daddy is back from China...miss him so much and he is back now...hahaha...!!! :) was so happy when i heard his voice from phone and he is now at Malaysia...i feel so save now...hahaha...!!!
wake up 7 soemthing in the morning and do revision...haha...yea..i do revision since yesterday night..i just i can pass all my subject...!!!was sleepy when keep on staring at the book...lucklily there are music beside me...ahhaha...!!! :D did one set of math paper and hv to stick my butt on the chair for 3 hours but i just use 1 and the half cause i dun noe how to do...haha..so i finish early...!!!
tomolo morning will hv Bak Kut Teh with my mom's uncle if i not mistaken...at night will be havig dinner wit my nanny's family...a gathering...haha...!!!a gathering with my uncle...tis is wat we promise my nanny before her last breath...accompany them...hv gathering...happy here and happy there...!!!yeah..i can c baby again..she is so cute..haha...!!!cant wait to c her..!!cutie..!!! :D
monday will hv trial oral test for malay..i dunnoe wat to do..i din do any preparation...haihz..DIED...!!!
time to go...take care everyone...hugss...!!!studyhard
-wey-
Friday, September 08, 2006
here comes the weekend...!!!sometimes i love weekend a lots..!!!i can stay at home and do things that i want...is so nice...!!!haha...!!!
done my ESL creative writing...it went well...yesterday math common test...i can do..i noe how to do..i hope i can PASS...i hope so...was doing math the whole morning...from Starbucks with Cp and back to class...haha...math day..and the time passes so fas on that day...our class start at 9 and end at 1...haha...no break between...but we had malay after 1 cause..lazy to type out la..but is just like 10 to 20 minuts...
back to today...i am not feeling when i reach home..dun noe wat happen to my stomach and tummy..so upset..went to sleep and right now i am OK..haha...was rainning so heavy just now...is so nice when listening to the sound of rain...haha...!!!!
have to study hard...trail is on the corner..2 more weeks to go... :)
i miss my dad lotss...haihs..and also my sister...hope to see them soon....
-wey-
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
at last..i done my ecosn presentation yesterday..the last presentation for econs..haha..*happy happy* at last...!!!yesteday we had math DI..it went well cause my members is smart...haha..thank you so much...!!!before the presentation, i was so scared and i keep on sweating...haha..Jetxin help to relax me and so switch on her laptop and open the sailormoon movie and let me watch..thank you so much Jetxin...i think presentation went well but teacher 's reaction like......dun noe how to say la..but already end..nothing much can do..hahaha... :)
today we had math DI and also ESL creative writing based on the song that teacher let us listen..i choose Butterfly Kisses...i like this song a lots..is such a ncie song... :D went to KFC during our break and while we were having our lunch it started to rain and so when we decided to walk back is wast heavy...luckily...!!!
had a bad dream last night..is was so scary..i m scared and worried..i keep on telling myself is just a dream...but i still scared and worried...relax..!!!
tomolo will be having math common test..i heaven done my formula sheet...omg..omg...!!! :S
-wey-
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Back to yesterday (01-09-2006). 2 in the morning while everyone is enjoying their sleep in their dream land, of course i am one of them too. My house phone rang, i dont know why i will wake up and pick up the call. No one ans from the opposite side, my mom when to check the caller ID and i dont know who is tat. Try to continue back to my dreamland but it was hard, my legs is getting colder and i m shaking so i covered myself with the blanket. Dont know what time i continue back to my sleep. Woke up and dial the num through handphone and it was my aunt, i reaction is WHAT???WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!so i called back and something weird, they said they didnt call us. HAR???is weird right???weird feeling that something will happen...i hope it is wrong..!!!!!!!something good is going to happen..!!!something good..!!!
i feel that someone is following me..i dont know is ghost or human???hmm..i hope is my nanny, she is back her to take care me and protect me...haha..!!!:) or may b i think too much???no idea at all..!!!:( i didnt care much on it cause i cant do anything..take it easy...have to think positive...!!!POSITIVE...
i feel insecure and i want my dad to come back but some factory people want to go over to have a look so he will be right back after that. i told him that i feel unsafe and i want him to come back.
today (02-09-2006), in the noon my house phone rang few times and pick up but no ans from opposite side too...called back and dont know from what company. THEY SAID THEY DIDT CALL US..IS WEIRD...as chinnpei said is some of the technical problem from telecom..i hope what she say is true...!!!
can i know what is happening to this world???sife said that the world didt change is just the people had change..the world is still remaining round but the people is changing...agree...the people is changing..getting more crazy...more crime rate...that make people feel insecure..y cant this world be peacuful??????WHY???can anyone ans me???WHY???
thanks to sifu..pei..jillian..everyone...everyone...that talk to me and make me feel much more better...thanks..thanks..thanks...thanks...
feeling insecure,
-wey-