MY BABY MY WORLD!
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Happy Dragon Boat Festival to everyone..!!!hmm...i cant really ate glutinous rice so this year my lovely aunt make me rice dumpling..!!!hehe..thank you so much..!!!well..till now i heaven ate one of the dunpling..!!haihz...dun feel like eating..!!!
just left 12 more days and coll will reopen..!!!let me see wat did i did..went to my dad office since monday till today (wedn)...!!!this is the place i went during my holiday..!!dont feel like staying at home so just follow my dad to work. Went to his office and talk to the workers..work with them..is such is a fun..!!!
tomolo is going to Hospis Malaysia wit my sister to visit the nurses over there..!!!the nurses that help lots before my nanny left. They are helpful and they did not take any money that we gave, they will just say that donate to Hospis Malaysia is more than enough. They are willing to come althought is late in the nite. I saw one of the nurses that went to my nanny house few days before my nanny left, she is so kind and also helpful. I still remember my nanny told me that the doctors and also nurses from hospis is very helpful and also kind, my nanny love them lots and wan us to thank them. Going to visit them tomolo..!!!I know my heart will feel hurt when i go there but......!!!i will be happy...!!!
feel bit weird now a days because when my mom got *problems* she sure will find my nanny and talk but....haha..!!!i just told her today and she just smile to me and say wat to do...have to look forward and tis is life. Life that will leave us may b without any warning.. i mean like my nanny is one of the people that always talk to her and also help her out..my nanny is one of the people that know all my mom *secrects*!!!never mind..i will be my mom next nanny althought i cant help much..!!!haha..will try my best..!!!:) anyway I MISS YOU LOTS...:)
take care everyone..hugs..
-wey-
Sunday, May 28, 2006
just reach home from 30 hour famine camp that held at Kompleks Sukan Bukit Kiara. Start on 12 noon (27-05-06) till 6pm (28-05-06). Before the day, pei,meen and chieh come over to my house at overnite n we sleep kinda late. My sister fetch us to have our meal before the camp start.
After we reach there, found out tat are more young ppl compared with last year. there are 3000 people tis year and break the record!!!!!haha..!!!Other than that, they are also disable people that participate and they are sitting on the wheel chair. Back to the day, after we register, we went collect our group number and our group is 112...went to our group and put down our things and went to change our t shirt. after we have done went back and sit at our group and waiting for other group members. At last they are here and so we start to introduce among ourself i just love my group members a lots not like last year, i dont even know otehrs name!!!!:P Each of us get one paper bag and there are 3 packets of Green tea Soya, One NESH water bottle, some paper, one book, key chain, pen........!!!After reading the book and i saw Taylor College logo and quickly show to Pei and realise that is Taylor College *Hospitality and Tourism*, it means they will prepare food for us after our fast. Haha..!!!
98.8 DJ went there and fast wit us, they are so friendly and trying to let us forget our hunger. haha..the programme is much more better compare to last year. Most of the time, we are sitting on the floor so BACK SIDE is hurt, is PAIN..Hehe..the time pass very fast...n i dont feel any hunger but i feel COLD..it rain heavily in the evening. Most of us enjoy the programme that held at night, few singer from Malaysia came and sang to us and also support us. There are games between participation with the singer. Just enjoy listening to theis song!!!!!
Bed time!!!!!!!But i didt sleep well cause i am sitting on the chair and it is COLD..COLD..COLD..!!!i am shaking..!!!i try to sit and sleep but not comfortable..try to change the position but too bad i cant sleep well..cause i just got ONE chair. The girl that sleeping beside me went out and so i lie myself on the chairs and sleep. I JUST MANGE TO SLEEP A WHILE..when she is back so i sit back and share my blanket with her. When she is out i lie down back to the chair. I M COLD..SHAKING..!!!i realise that ppl at third country is much more suffer, they dont have jacket and also proper clothes!!!
Morning, 6.30am the workers that switch on the music loudly and most of the people jump up and chenge themselves..haha..went to the toilet and clean up ourselves but NO WATER..OH MANN..went back and refill our NESH water and clean up ourselves..haha..brush our teeths and also wash our lovely face..haha..!!!so fun..!!!so cold..!!!haha..!!!back to outr group and open hv my breakfast..one packet of soya..!!!hehe..although it dont really taste nice but have to drink also..cannot waste..!!!hehe
Time passes very very fast after that, more songs were sang by other groups of people that they play their song with instrument and they make their own songs..!!!not tat bad..!!!There are also performance by disable people..they are dancing with their wheel chairs..cool..!!!The performance make me have to enjoy my day and also apperciate wat i have currently..!!!
After we fill in the forms that given by them, we sign each of our group member name on our own t shirt..i got 2 98.8 DJ signature too...hehe..!!!!is so fun while everyone sign on me..!!!haha..!!!i enjoy sign on them too..!!!!Other than that, we took a lots f pictures before we left..!!!so happy...is a sweet memories...!!!not like last year..!!!din even take pictures..!!!
Hoooray we get our foods that preapre by Taylor college...haha..we open our foods together and also enjoy our foods together..haha!!At last we can eat after 30 hours fast...!!!Time to go back, i dont want to go back...!!!i really enjoy a lots while i there wit my group members althought we just know not more than 2 days..!!!Before we left, a big warm hug is given by each members...good bye everyone...!!!take care...!!!REMEMBER GROUP 112..!!!thanks the leader and also our assistance leader..!!!miss u guys a lots
Yeah i did it again..!!!i finish my 30 Hour famine...HOOORAY..!!!so happy...thanks friends that fast with me...!!!thank you so much..!!!*hug hug*!!!come and join 30 hour famine next year..!!!it is really fun
Thank to jie and also Pei's dad that fetch us there and also fetch us back from there..!!!thank to Piao that take the form to us..!!!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!
-wey-
will upload pictures when i get them..!!!
Friday, May 26, 2006
hi everyone...almost two weeks i did not blog dy!!!at last, our mid year end..haha..feeling so so realx now..!!!other than that, holiday START...yeah..holiday is here now..can enjoy myself and no need to STUDY..can realax...haha..!!!let me c wat happen this two weeks.....
mid term tis weeek...first paper..econs..hmm..du noe wat to say..one of the essay question teahcer did gv us and aslo the answer but i din read..coz i think that the question wont be out but.......haihz...sad..sad..!!!!second paper..math..haha...don really know wat is happening...haha..but i did wrte few number on it..haha...!!!!hope can get some pity marks..haha..!!!!hehe..!!!!is he that kind as Sean?hope so he is..!!!third paper..malay..not tat bad..most easy paper of all the paper...haha..!!!cool..!!!fourth paper..eng..oh no..the classroom is so so so cold..cant even write properly..my hand is shaking...!!!!i cant really understand the letter..sobs..!!!hope i can pass...!!!PASS is enuf..!!!haha..!!!!last paper...acc..tat mean today..i cant balance..i get net loss but most of it get net profit..!!!i blank few question too..dun noe how to do..dun noe wat to write..!!!haha..!!!so just blank it..ahah..!!!the only way mer..!!!!
this two weeks my day is going up and also going down..!!!up to the sky and den down to the sea..sometimes feel so so so emo..!!!thinking of so so so much problems...!!!let me know that life is not so easy...have to go over many many problems..sometimes i hope to stand there and not move but i know it is impossible...have to choose oe step and walk over it..!!!is hard to choose the steps..!!!haihz..!!!
tomolo going to 30 hours famine wit pei and also two of my secondary friends..haha..!!!so fun..cant wait..!!!my first holiday outing..haha..!!!famine 30 hours..!!!not going to eat 30 hours..wohoho..!!!
my fasting friends is at y house now..got to go..take care everyone..hv a nice n enjoyable holiday there..!!c ya..hugss..
-wey-
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Today is mother;s day and i want to wish my mom and also everyone mom happy mother's day. wake up bit late today morning..!!!yesterday nite went dinner wit my grandma at Restaurant Overseas, Kl..the food there is yumy but take time to serve cause business too good dy..!!!n we were late to the dinner cause busy working at office..so reach home late..!!!after bathing den jump up the car..!!!the dinner is bit special coz got my dad clients from USA...my dad forget taht they are coming on sat...haha..so v hv dinner together..!!!haha..!!!!!they are friendly and also farnny..!!!!haha...!!!
back to today..!!!after hv my breakfast..!!!sit on my table doing my own things while my sister is having her tuition...!!!my parents reach home and then went outside at sit with them and enjoy reading newspaper..!!!haha..!!!!after lunch, my parents went to Mid Valley while me n my sis stay at home..!!!lazy to go out..stay at home and rest..!!!and also do my own things..!!!!long time din stay at home and do my own things dy..!!!
time for dinner..went to Restaurant 23, PJ..seafood restaurant..the seafood there is yummy cause they kill after u decide wat to eat..!!!yummy..hhaha..long time din eat seafood dy due to some reason....!!!haha...!!!!again dinner wit my dad client..the 2 USA ppl..!!!!haha..!!!!they r fun and farnny..enjoy having dinner wit them..already increase my knowledge..!!!haha..!!!!
after my dinner..went to the place that i wish to go on mother's day..!!!!my nanny house..feeling so happy..!!!!!after talking wit uncle and her daughter den went to next door and pray for her..!!!!i cant stand my tears again...but i try to control..!!!!:) after that go in to the room and c the new born baby...she is so cute..haha..!!!!after that went back to my nanny houe and chat wit uncle and also her daughter..!!!talk n talk n talk..!!!and i saw the chair that my nanny used to sit..!!!she wan to throw away when she moved her house but i say i wan to sit and so she din..the chair is so comfortable so i went to the chair and sit on it..!!!!haha..!!!:) i m not brave enough to walk in her room so i juz saty at outside...!!!a lots of memory..!!!!i miss her..!!!:) i noe i will c her one day when the time is here...!!!!i m trying to accept it..!!!!very hard..!!!!:)
mid year is coming..!!!!hv to start study..!!!will it b late???haha.!!!!do take care everyone..!!!study hard there..!!!all the best..!!!hugss
-wey-
Friday, May 12, 2006
Wesak day
wake up early in the morning and went to the temple for some Wesak's day activities wit my aunts..!!!went to my aunt house and then went to the temple..!!!the activity that v particapate start on 630..walk one step and kneel one step..from half o the way and up to the temple..!!!it takes us 1 and the half hours...!!!!and rite now...my leg is pain..!!!but i enjoy very much..!!!after that, went to few temple tooo...so fun..!!!enjoy very much..!!!tis is the first time that i celebrating Wesak day wit my aunts without my parents..!!!!planned to visit my grandma but she went to KL..!!!meet up my another aunt and hv lunch wit her and her kids..!!!!the foods were yummy..!!!!long time din meet her..miss her so much and v talk and talk..!!!! :) actually going to particapate the Wesak day parade but rainning and my mom dun wan to go so end up not going..!!!never mind i will go next year..!!!!juz went before the Wesak day parade 2 times..!!!i still wan to go..!!!haha..!!!:) hv a memorable Wesak day but tis year feeling weird...but i m ok here..!!!;) hv a nice Wesak day..leave my house at 530 and reach home at 5 something..!!!
today was also my teacher son brithday..!!!happy birthday lil boy...!!!he is 2 years old now..!!!haha..!!!miss him so much..!!!!he is so cute..haha..!!!will pay a visit to my teacher house soon..!!!!
i feel that life will change after someone leave us...!!!*of coz will change la* but many things tat used to do every year (traditiona)l will also change..!!!the place or things tat used to go or do evey year will not going or do on time..!!!is just like v do that when someone is still wit us becoz he or she wan to so v just fullfill them..!!!feel kinda disappointed of it..!!!but tis is life..!!!will be going up and will also be going down is just like the business cycical..!!!up and down..!!!happy and will also be sad..!!!have to accpet it..!!!aihz..!!!;-|
mid year is coming..!!!!!!!!!!!HELP..!!!!studa hard and take care..!!!hugs..!!!
-wey-
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
yesterday night, when to Mid Valley..going there to buy swimming suit and also sport shoes..going for holiday on this coming holiday...cant wait to fly over there...!!!but before that have to sit for mid year...*sobs..sobs*
as usual..no LAN class today..sit at mamak and talk..!!!no ESL today..teacher absent..so went to MC wit pei..laura and sarah..and meet up foong wan..haha..enjoy very much..so so so happy..!!!all the jokes..!!!haha..!!!!ate fries and an ice-cream..!!!we din eat during our break today...just drink...
after class..me n jillian wait for foong wan then go to Secret Recipe and celebrate Wen Ming and Mary birthday...!!!!we are late..because no parking..have to find parking..so late lo..!!!then dun noe send wat language and words of sms to pei..haha..sorry yah..!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MING AND MARY
reach home..clean up the house then went out with my mom and realise that someone pass away...nothing much at first but after some times..i cant stand my tears..!!!!reflected many things that had happen this few years...!!!!!!!!!!!!!i just cant stop thinking my nanny...i just cant stop myself to think bout her..i dont really get used that my nanny is not beside me..!!!!many things that we do together will now less her...!!!i feel so weird...i feel so lost sometimes...!!!used to call her everyday when i m back from school but now...............i noe already few months that my life not with her but.........i noe i have to accpet the facts..i m just like saw her yesterday and now she is away...away..away..i dont want to back to reality..i want to stay in my pass..!!!i want her..!!!i need her..!!!!!I WANT HER..!!!!!!!!!i trying very hard not think bout her...!!!!!!!!she is away for a long journey and will meet her one day..!!!!!!!!!i noe i should be strong back to the normal me..!!!!i noe i hv tooo....!!!!!!!!!time...i need time to forget all this kinds of stuff and back to the normal me...!!!time..n i will be strong after some days..months..years...????i m not sure..i dont know...but i will try my very best...!!!i juz cant express my feeling...i dont know how to say my feelings..!!!!i will be strong...!!!
many problems occur this few days...!!!many problem..haha...!!!i did something WRONG...haha..very wrong..my mom reach home from office and she tell me that i key in worngly in the over time list..haha..!!!!100kg..i key for the wrong person and people come in and complaine..sorry mom..!!!i dont want also la..!!!!sorry la..anyway she forgives me..she didt say anything..!!!but i just feel bad..!!!haha..!!!
feeling useless..giving so much problems to friends...sorry that annoyed you...disturb u..kacau u.............SORRY and THANK YOU very much..!!!!cherish the friendship..!!!thank you..!!!!thanks pei...cheer up there..!!!long friendship...!!!!take care...!!!!sifu..do take care...recover soon..!!!!take care everyone...!!!!
-wey-
Monday, May 08, 2006
went to Perak wit daddy yesterday morning...daddy is going there to do some stuff n so v follow along too..!!!when v reach there..pass by my grandma sister grocery shop n so v juz got down from the car n say hello to her..n i dun noe at all..but she say tat she c me when i m little kids...haha..of coz she c before me la..!!!haha..!!!!after that, daddy when to do his suff n v do follow to...all the way to PERAK juz to confirm something...haha..but i enjoy the trip very much..!!!!
after the tat...went to find my dad cousin brother..haha..!!!first time seeing him too...haha...after some talk went to hv our lunch at restaurant..!!!v hv seafoods..n it so yummy..yum yum..!!!!enjoy the luch so so much..!!!!a nice lunch..!!!!
after lunch back to KL...having my sleep on the way back..but after some time wake up n stare at the blue sky..!!!!yeah..blue sky..is so nice..!!!my dad buy ice cream for me while on the way back..!!!!v drop by at Kuala Selangor too...grandpa wan to buy fishes..!!!v drink coconut too..yummy...haha..!!!
at last v reach home...clean up the house n after that...!!!online n doing some stuffffff..!!!!feeling exhausted n went to bed early..!!!!!!!
tat my SUNDAY..!!!!take care..!!!hugss...
Saturday, May 06, 2006
feeling so down after wat my mom said..i know she dont mean to say tat but it make me fell so down anyway...!!!is juz only 5 words n it make me down..yeah..is juz only 5 words...after she said the 5 words i walk away from the factory n back to th office..den walk to the toilet..!!!!i stand my tears...i dun wan to be weak..!!!!but.......is juz few drops...!!!feeling much more beta after that..!!!!!haha...and now my mom n me is still the same..v r ok..!!!!blek..hehe...!!!!*i think she know she hurt me*:(
wake up late today morning..was too tired...den rush down n switch on the computer n do some stuff den went to work wit my family..!!!!!something happen between my dad foreign workers...realtionshp problem..haha..hope they will be alright soon...!!!!
i learn a lots of thing while working at my dad office..i saw many thing..many different things...life isnt easy..life is getting harder n harder...will faced a lots of problem every single day..!!!less rest after u start work...!!!!a lots...a lots...yeah...a lots...u still hv to faced n solved it...................!!!!!!:)ahahaha...but sometimes u will enjoy working too..haha..is fun sometimes...!!!!hehehe...!!!!kinda enjoy when working..!!!haha
going dinner..celebrating mother's day wit grand parents later..hmmm...Mother's day coming...haha..!!!!still heaven buy anything for my mom..haha..!!!hehehe...!!!!hope i will b able to go to some place during mother's day..hope my parents will fetch me there..!!!that place is......haha..dun wan to say first..!!!!keke..!!!!
take care everyone..hugss..hugss...!!!!
-wey-
Friday, May 05, 2006
AT LAST HAND IN THE ESL ERSEARCH PROJECT...feeling much more better after all...!!!!well...today morning late for math class coz go bind the esl project...but mr chong din say anything also..haha..!!!!feeling so much beta today..happy..haha...hmm...yesterday do esl till 12 something den only sleep...wake up late..faster run to the toilet to bathe n............luckily manage to get the bus..haha...if not no need to go coll lo..haha..den no need to hand in esl lo..lol..being crazy...!!!!
got one new idol...tat is my classmate..WONG KANG YUN...haha..i m her second fans..!!!!she is such a great idol...yes she i very *cutez*..haha..!!!!well..she is a caring n also helpful friend..haha..!!!she is funny too...lots of jokes tat can make u laugh non stop..haha...!!!
when to 3rd floor after class...feeling so tired..yawn..cant wait to go home n sleep...haha..!!!!hey ally..i m ok la...no worries k..!!!!feeling much moer after wake up from my nap...haha..!!!!tonote going to sleep early..tomolo hv to go work...hv to wakeup early...!!!!
i miss my sister a lots..dun really talk to her tis week..she isbusy wit her work n i m busy wit my work also..!!!!ESL...ish..den yesterday juz chat for a while..she want to go sleep...PIG...but is true also la..Australia there so late dy..ahah..!!!miss u so much u noe..u miss also rite..ahaha..!!!!thank for yah support..n also yr ears listen to wat i say...!!
the rain is heavy juz now..run out n stang under it..haha..so hapoy..get myself wait..the stress is all out..bring away by the rain...!!!!hope i won get sick..wakaka...!!!!enjoy very nuch..standing under it...!!!feeling so good...!!!!but muz beware the thunder la..!!!ahaha
hmm...there is dead kitten on the road...in front of inti..i din saw it...luckily..!!!haha..!!!after sarah c dy..she is not feeling well..haha..but the kang yun seem like happy coz that one more cat died..haha..she is bad..!!!haha..joking la...!!!
so much fun today..acc teacher let us do our esl research project but hv to hand in the homework to her on coming monday...she is so *kind* today..!!!esl class end early today..!!!went to eat den go to 3rd floor..!!!
i m happy today...!!!feeling so much better..no more stres...BUT MID YEAR IS COMING..alamak..but enjoy tis weekend first..haha..!!!take care everyone..hv a good rest...!!!!hugss..hugss..!!!
-wey-
pei..v go buy cad next week yah..sorry yah not going today...very tired..!!!!hugss..take care..!!!!
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
friday hv to hand in ESL...final report..and i m still stuck in it...feeling so sick of it n tired of everything...life is getting boring..doing the same thing everyday...cant i juz do wat i wan..i m going to b mad soon....
get back my math common test...i fail..ok..i noe i will fail anyway...i dun noe wat will parents do when they noe bout my results..i will keep my mouth shut..n they will not force me to tell them also...well...juz let them ask me when they get my report card..haha..!!!!FAIL...FAIL...FAIL...hoho...
did my malay oral presentation...i din get ready anything..juz get few points..ish..dun care la..juz go out n talk...he won listen to wat v talk also wan...haihz...no mood...thank friends all the support u guys give...!!!THANK YOU!!!;)
hmm..when to pool after class..hehe...as usual i sit there n enjoy watching they play...chat wit pei n sarah also..haha...talk CRAP..haha..!!!!but is fun...hoho
oh ya...wanna to thanks pei..got me something today..thank you very much gal..hugs..
got to continue my ESL..haih...STUPID...i m going to CRAZY soon...
take care everyone..hugs..hugs..
-wey-
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
morning..my day was't tat good..feeling moody...feeling sleep...!!!feeling not very happy...hm..dun noe y also..went to mamak when reach college..no LAN class..so went there n sit down n drink n wait the time to pass...
get back our econ paper today..i fail Again...huh...few more marks to pass... ;-( ish..hv to study hard..everytime aslo said this but.....haha...mid year coming soon...tis time really hv to work hard..canot play play..!!!!haha..WORK HARD..WORK HARD...
miss my sister a lots..going to dinner..holiday...or wateva it is..she is not joining us...miss her..thought v used to argue but our relationship will not change...RITE???hope tis year end will b able to visit her...hmm...hope my dreams come true...!!!!!u miss me rite?????
yes..today i m not happy...feeling moody..dun noe wat happen to me..juz feel tat my heart is not feeling tat well...haihz...RAIN..i wan to play rain..n is going to rain...yeah...hahaha...juz now at college walk under the rain n the rain so small..no fun...thanks friends that always support me..!!!thank you very much
ESL...i dun noe wat to do...sobs..sobs...ish...dun noe la..dun noe anything...i wan to go to a place tat no one noe me...can do wateva i wan...!!!!!!!relax...sleep...eat...!!!!!!hahaha...hehehe...hohoho...
-wey-
Monday, May 01, 2006
hmm..juz come back my from Hilton Kl...went there n sleep one night on sunday...get one free cake n tat is our lunch cause having buffet for our dinenr wit my nanny husband n her daughter(my sista)..!!!when for dinner buffet n i order salmon for my main course n after that enjoy the buffet...!!!the food is yummy n cant stop eating till i m very full...!!!feeling kinda weird when having dinner...hmm..dun wan to say y la..!!!
my ex classmates having gathering at weil xuan house..miss them lots...but going for dinner so no choise..have to wait for next gatherng...miss the moments tat v been together...hope time can turn back...yeah..juz hope..haha...!!!HOPE...
hm...after finish d dinner...when back to room n let clean my 2 lil cousin make sure they not disturbing me...!!!!!!after that...sit beside the window n enjoying watching kl night view..is beautiful ..full wit lights...n thinking back many things...happy..sad..angry..regret n lots...kinda emo tat time...after that..watch tv programme wit my sis till i fall asleep...!!!!
not feeling well tis few days...dun noe wat happen to my stomach..feeling pain..dun care juz let pain..hehe...!!!!!!!!!lazy to go college tomolo...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!many works heaven finish..!!!
-wey-